Thursday, March 8, 2007

学习

用中文来学习的确对我来说是一种考验。

不知道从何开始，英语已成为我的主要沟通语言，而把母语渐渐给淡忘掉了。只在家中和家人说。沟通的机会不多，而又少看中文报章和电视的我，华语能力真的变低了。

今天的科目是从早上十点上到晚上八点半，而全部都是华语来教学的。上媒介经营管理的课时，真是听得一头雾水，了解得慢，笔记也抄得慢，老师举的例子我一个也没听说过。越听越糊涂，自卑心也越来越强。水绫的华文程度比我强多了，理解能力也比较好，幸亏有她替我做解释。

老师今天在讲堂说了一句很有趣的话。说老师们得被“洗脑”，我也不敢多说，简单说，就是新加坡还算在这方面太像中国了吧！

得放弃修读广播节目制作， 因为它根本没有实践的机会。 现在又得为选科而伤脑筋了。到底我是要修读那一门专业比较好呢？

法医学是个非常有趣的课。是我第一个嫌时间太短的科目。今天看了好多死人照片。我讲得好难听哦。哈哈哈哈哈哈！=P

Something I have to mention to my Chinese-illiterate friends. The most interesting thing that happened today during my media management class – my teacher actually openly told us that a batch of them are sent to the censorship/propaganda department every year for “brainwashing”. Also she mentioned the press as being government mouthpieces (SOUNDS FAMILIAR?!?) Me and Shui just burst out laughing when we heard it. It was one of the times where I really felt happy that I was in China. That’s cause I learnt something which I will never be able to learn in Singapore – about how these people here think.

she mumbles her nonsense ; {12:35 AM}
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